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Apr. 11th, 2020 10:02 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
between_time_and_42Not to sound dramatic or anything but I honestly do not know how I would cope with... everything if there wasn't a brand new Live from Here episode tonight
God, isn't that sad, that I rely on a radio program to sustain my well being... but if I don't want to be judged by others perhaps I should stop judging myself, hm?
I've been getting up early all week to go do volunteer work and now that it's the weekend... I just want to lock myself in my music room and write lyrics and make "toy music" (silly tunes played on silly instruments, like my melodica and untuned lap harp and miniature drums) and work on a one-shot fic I started writing this week and maybe watch a movie. I don't want anyone to see me or talk to me, except maybe my mother & sister, and definitely my dog.
God, isn't that sad, that I rely on a radio program to sustain my well being... but if I don't want to be judged by others perhaps I should stop judging myself, hm?
I've been getting up early all week to go do volunteer work and now that it's the weekend... I just want to lock myself in my music room and write lyrics and make "toy music" (silly tunes played on silly instruments, like my melodica and untuned lap harp and miniature drums) and work on a one-shot fic I started writing this week and maybe watch a movie. I don't want anyone to see me or talk to me, except maybe my mother & sister, and definitely my dog.
