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Haven't been posting much on here because I've been feeling very demotivated lately. To paraphrase Talking Heads: "Nothing strikes my fancy, nothing turns me on." I haven't been in the mood to see people, listen to records, work on SF: ALS, watch shows, go to events, or really do anything other than read and idly work on my music. Those aren't bad things to do, but I do feel a little sad because I do want to see people and go to events, but I just can't seem to muster up any enthusiasm whenever I'm invited out. I also really do want to finish at least Part 4 of SF: ALS by November, so I know I should probably start working on it soon, and I have a couple shows in my watch list lately and I also have set out a few records that I eventually want to play, but I never really feel like doing any of that. All I seem to do lately is work, come home, make dinner, spend a few hours dicking around looking at things on Reddit/Tumblr/YouTube, maybe read a little, and then go to bed. I thought having a day to myself like today would be a good thing, and I did actually manage to bake a pie and spend some time playing piano, but other than that I feel like I need SOMETHING right now but I can't figure out what it is that I want to do because nothing seems interesting. I hope I can find my motivation and desire to do things again soon.